IN this MADNESS

With these swelling eyes,
I remained awake for so many nights,

In some longings,
In some belongings,
I wrote down my tears,
And rhymed all my fears,

When I met,
 Before the sun set,
Walking side by side,
All the feelings I hide,

Now in these memories I ride,
And lost all my pride,
Like a forced bride,

I did not know,
How broken hearts mend,
 How sudden every thing came to death end,

Today walking alone on same path again,
I realize nothing I gain,
 Except this over night pain,
Yet Haunt of life began,

I do not know how to defeat this loneliness,
How to come out of this madness,

My wet eyes suffocate the breathes,
Yet memories do not freeze,

I do not know what to do with life,
As there is not a sign,

Some how I still survive,
For peaceful days I strive,

I know no body can cure my silliness,
There is only stillness,
In this silence,
I miss my presence,

I know depressed hearts can not mend,
As emptiness has no end!!