FOREVER IS A LIE

Forever seems a lie, 
In that forever dream,
You wander to and fro,
On crumbled pieces of papers, 
You search the old friends,
They seem a memory now, 
That ink on papers fade away few words,
Eyes still try hard to remeber old moments,
But do not you know my dear,
Many more words will be frozen in time, 
Many more memories will be burried with time,
Many secrets will be closed in hearts,
You still tell a lie, 
Forever is not a lie,
In those hard nights, 
In those scary nights, 
Where faces are wrinkled in insomnia,
Futures are stolen by false hopes,
Staring those walls,
That darkness all around,
Do not you realize,
This world is all myth!!

Mujhe Dhund Lena Fir Se

I am not after faces,
I am not after money,
Chasing my dreams,
I know this silent night,
Insomnia in this heavenly peace!!

Jo mai kho jaau,
Is tanha se sehar mai,
Mujhe dhund lena,
Roshni ke dheeme se pehar mai!!

When Nature Speaks

Birds spoke to sky,
Let our wings fly,
Sky spoke to sun rays,
Let their eyes stare your gaze,
Rays spoke to moon,
Do not let them come to swoom,
Moon spoke to trees,
Let them stay with your bees!!

Love of Nature

As the sun always rises in the east,
It never bows down before the beast,
Always kisses the earth with its gentle wings,
Clasp the earth as it is
And stow that youth rays in every thing.

SOMEWHERE IT REALLY HURTS

What to tell,
Where it hurts,
Some where between heart
My silence breaks me in pieces,
In this suffocation,
In this emotional turmoil,
I bleed black and blue.

and soul,

Partyasi KO KOI BHI CHALEGI

प्रत्याशी को कोई भी चलेगी, अब प्रत्याशी के अकेले रहने की हद पार हो चुकी है। उसे कांड करने के लिए अब कोई ब चाहिए सब चलेंगी, गौरी, काली, छोटी, मोटी, सयानी, पागल, बस अब चाहिए चाहे कोई भी कैसो भी हो अब बस दे दो प्रत्याशी से काबू नही हो पा रहा है ।



शादी के बाद सीधा कांड। और क्या कांड होता है दो दिन में तो। एक दिन शादी! दूसरे दिन दूध का गिलास! तीसरे दिन फूलों के पीछे रासलीला और एक हफ्ते बाद उल्टी। फिर लगातार कांड पे कांड औरत की ऐसी-तैसी, रोज़ डॉक्टर के पास हर रोज़ डॉक्टर के पास। लड़की, लड़की से औरत हो जाती है लेकिन प्रत्याशी कांड करना नही छोड़ता ।


घूंघट में लिपटी प्रत्याशी की पत्नी अपना नारी धर्म निभाते हुए खूब योगदान करती है। फिर बच्चे पे बच्चा , बंदे की 27-28 साल की भड़ास एक औरत पे निकलती है कानूनी अधिकार जो मिल गया होता है। उसके बाद न समझने की ज़रूरत होती है ना समझाने की बस एक ही काम करना है। जानने समझने को तो पूरी उम्र पड़ी होती है। और फिर बच्चे पैदा होने के बाद कौन जानना समझना चाहता है


बच्चो के बाद अपनी पत्नी out of date लगनी शुरू हो जाती है। बीच बीच में खानदानी ठेकेदार अक्सर पूछ बैठते हैं - कुछ हुआ ? कुछ हुआ नही तो कब होगा ? अगर सीधा बोले तो इनको पूछना होता है शारीरिक संबंध बने के नही।

अगर नही बने तो कब बनाओगे, हमे ज़रूर बताना इतने खानदानी लोग हैं इसी लिए इस बात को इतने संस्कारी ढंग से पूछते हैं.

ALL THE WRONG QUESTIONS

I learnt one thing from people. You have all rights to question them if they question you. This is how it starts.

When will you get married asked my maternal aunty's husband's brother's son who unfortunately studies 1st year of graduation. In 12th standard he managed to get 54.4% marks. In a way he is not eligible to apply for any post/course any where but Some 3rd class colleges are always excited to give admission to these thought less young creatures.  Marriage is a very sensitive issue for me and when some one asks me about it I take it very seriously. To be frank, I hate the topic " Marriage" yet it is one of my favourite subjects to talk against. As a middle class Indian I realized wrong questions at wrong age are not just questions. People try to intrude your personal spaces by these questions. Oh! I was talking about his curiosity over my marriage matter.!


So I asked him back " What is your age?
18, he replied back.
Then do not be furious over marriage issue. U still have to wait two more years to get marry. So have patience and stop teasing girls on road. Learn to control your senses. I calmly expressed my views to him.


Ohh! I was just kidding. I wanted to dance in some body's marriage so i asked that. He tried to evade the topic now.

So you think of yourself Michel Jackson? I asked.
Means! He asked me back.
I mean you think every body in my marriage will come to see your dance?

Then he put his shoes on to get back his land that taught him marriage is the essence of your life.


I wonder what went wrong with his parents that they produced such a thought less young man. I had the answer though. Parents were thoughtless too so they created a hollow man who will just eat, will tease around girls and sleep. After certain age he will get marry with a girl who will not give a second thought to marry this thoughtless creature. This is how society will continue to proudce mindless creatures. Chaos you know! Chaos theory!!